Sometimes when I talked to my mom I feel like she tried to take these potshots at me. My mom had a tendency to make these passive aggressive comments about my life, like you know you’ll never find a man or have children. What I don’t get is my mom has a lot of grandchildren that he doesn’t even bother with. She says all the time if have to do all over again she would never get married or have kids. If kids made your life so miserable, why would you want that for me? I admit I haven’t achieve great success with my books, but at least I have tried to make a go of my life.
A few months ago I got very disgusted with triond.com and I erased my profile, because I didn’t believe that they paid a fair amount, but I decided to give them another try.
I haven’t been able to write for weeks now. While I was listening to some music, I finally got inspired to write something. Admittedly is on the dark depressive side of my life. I’m just thankful that the gods of writing blessed me with any inspiration at all. The poem is called sometimes on publish us.
I think we need to kissteach broken women that they still have tremendous value in this world, despite what their abusers tell them. No doubt about life sends you people and situations that will alternately try to destroy you. These people are very good at feeding your insecurities, because they know they don’t feel secure in themselves. They will try to keep you isolated and alone, because they are afraid that others will be your true greatness and they will want to deal your way. God did not put any creature on this earth to be used and abused.