Suicide is not the answer

19 years ago my brother John committed suicide.  Sometimes I wonder if he would have realized the impact his death would have on our family, would he have gone through with it.  It has been 19 years and it still feels like yesterday.  I remember the next day my mind was still expecting him to walk up that ramp and I would run to the door.  No matter how late John came in the door at night he would always wake me up to give me a big hug.  Before you consider taking your own life, think about how that would make your family feel.

I don’t know how to answer this question

Do I love you because I truly love you, or do I love you because I can’t have you? My head is spinning with all of the possibilities.  I know I truly care for you, however I don’t know how to get you to understand that.  Sometimes I actually think I could be good for you, and other time I think loving me might destroy you and me.  You’re the one thing that makes me regret being in this wheelchair, but if it wasn’t for the wheelchair we would have never met.

Vampire quest (the quest continues)

I did some more work on the second vampire quest. The story is coming along nicely. I’m hoping to make it a three part series. There will be one more book after this one.

I think Alexandria is starting to see that Deimos may have done the wrong thing by turning her into a vampire, but he did with the best of intentions. What Deimos did to Alexandria he did out of love and protection.

I need some low cost advertising ideas

I’ve been trying to get the word out about my short story book on, with very little success. I was wondering if there is anybody that follow this blog that can help me. I have published two other books, but since I had a cover made for vampire quest, I thought I’d better focus on that one first. Plus vampire quest was my first book publication.

I really have a lot to prove to just about everyone I know. All I wanted to do was write, I really want to make my books a success. The problem that I am facing is I just cannot afford standard advertising. My hope is somebody reading this will be able to help me out.Vampire Quest cover

I found a way to make some extra money online

I am on a strict government budget, so I am always looking for a way to make some extra money.  You can go to and create a gig stating something you’d be willing for five dollars, and you would be surprised how quickly those five dollars adds up.  One of my most popular gigs is my book reviews.  I write book reviews for five dollars and once the payment cleared it gets deposited in my PayPal account.

Chris Daughtry and three doors down

On Tuesday I went to see Chris Daughtry and three doors down at the Erie Civic Center.  I can’t remember the name of the opening act, but I enjoyed it very much.  Chris Daughtry was amazing.  I did not get to see three doors down, because the bus came before the concert ended.  I get the feeling that three doors down was somehow delay.  A lot of people left during their set.  Overall I had a good time, it was nice to get out of the house.